once again, i'm back blogging!

okayy...so once again, i've started a new blog and am back to blogging!

had originally shut down my old blogs and decided to quit, since i wasn't updating very often. then came the sudden wild thought to create a personal website after i discovered weebly.

spent super super long time designing and editing it till i was pleased with the end result. took about like, almost a month or two to complete it? (with pauses and week long breaks in between of course!)

all was fine, until i suddenly went through a loooooong phase of writer's block. so depressing i tell you! i would be like constantly signing into my weebly account, go into the blog tab, start a new post, and then.....STARE AND STARE AND STARE at the screen, fingers resting on the keyboard, either typing NOTHING, or typing A FEW WORDS and DELETING EVERYTHING after a while.

i hated it. was so upset over suddenly losing the ability to blog. blogging used to be so natural for me! then its like all of a sudden, don't know what to write at all. don't even know how and where to start!

i mean, its just blogging, where i can write whatever philosophical stuff or just plain nonsense that i want. and i can't even do that. if i can't blog, then what more writing narrative stories? (which is one of my top favourite hobby)

so i gave up. i didn't want to undergo the stress and sadness of not knowing what to blog about. so i decided to just not attempt to ever blog again.

turns out, after a few months of not blogging, my hands and brain are getting itchy again. had the crazy impulse to shut down my website, and start a new blog all over again.

and guess what?

here i am, typing this very first post of my new blog. feeling rather pleased with myself.

this time, i solemnly promise myself, baby, all my readers (or lack thereof), and potential readers out there to update constantly, and keep this blog going for as long as i live. okayokay, not so exaggerated. i don't really fancy seeing myself still blogging in 30 years time. (i doubt my future kids and grandkids would be rather excited and proud to have a mum/grandmum blogger. lol!)

my bucketful of bullshit and writing skills are back. and that makes me a rather happy girl at this moment! (:

and for now, goodnight all! i'm heading to bed. hardly slept a wink last night and had a looooong tiring day today. now my eyes are drooping low and i'm hardly able to keep them open any longer.

so ciao! before i fall asleep right on top of my keyboard. ^^